When time stands still......

说谎

2009-05-11T05:42:00.000-07:00

男人说谎，

是为了要让自己好过。

女人说谎，

是为了要让对方好过。

因为通常女人都没有伤害对方的勇气。

洪韻婷~！

2009-05-09T21:04:00.000-07:00

Please take good care of yourself in OHIO...

And don't come back with anything unnecessary ok..

Muahahas...

we din manage to send each other of,

扯平！~

but...still take care of yourself ok...

It's not singapore...

so a lot of things you can't expect the same standard...

till then.

cya soon in SG!

Qingdao Part 1

2009-05-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,

we actually took over 800 pictures together with 3 cameras throughout our 6-day qingdao trip.

So this is part 1 update!

This is me, Jo, Liyi and her friend from Hongkong, Stevie taking a pic together before going to the hostel we stayed for the first night.
Jumping to here, a random shot at the Qingdao Beer Museum.

This was taken at one of the grass patches near the beaches...

One of our ending shot at the beer museum.

I must say, the beer museum is definitely my fav hunt in Qingdao.

It was only until I went to the beer factory that I realise the Qingdao Spirit the chinese actually uphold.

Prior to that,

I only look at qingdao beer as a cheap beer in china.

But now,

I begin to see it in a different light...

DREAMS, PASSION, SUCCESS...

It actually signified an era, a milestone and success story for the chinese worldwide...

These was us, Below, posing in front of the beer barrels for storage after fermentation of malt.

The beautiful night scene of Qingdao.

A random shot of us posing in front of the graffiti walls near our youth hostel.

Us climbing a thousand steps to the hostel...

Ok, folks, that's it for now, the all not so interesting part on qingdao...haha, will be back, if I have the energy to update more...

Now, off to work!

POCKY POLKA POCKY POLKA!

2009-05-07T05:37:00.000-07:00

Rebecca! This is specially for you! haha, this was the polka dottie I bought at Qingdao,

Pardon for the cui3 lighting and my poor photography skills...

But haha, I immediately thought of telling you after I bought this bag ok...

And I am still trying so HARD to MIss you...BOO!

The pocky shown in the above pic is my all-time fav and I am so addicted to it after I come Shanghai.
The Red Wine Pejoy Pocky! Yum yum, what a great business idea to incorporate wine into Pockies!

It's such a great treat to alchoholics,

oops, did i say alchoholics, I did not say I was one of them...Shh...

In case you guys wonder,

Why's a BITTER person like me who hates sweet food,

buying so much pocky, so not me hor...

Cheng cheng...my sis is coming shanghai, so this is all for her!

Haha, it's pocky time now, before I have time to post up all the qingdao pictures,

Now, let me share with you guys something I like in Shanghai,

WHICH IS,

POCKY!

Yep,

in Shanghai,

Pocky come in interesting flavours,

from Macha to blueberry to banana milk,

chocolate or strawberry in singapore is so OUT...

Let me show you...Look above,

Coz IT NOOB Me cannot shift the text upwards...

想

2009-05-06T05:23:00.000-07:00

刚从青岛回来，

面对一叠叠的功课，

还真不知道该从何下手。

这次的旅程，

不知道为什么，

总不是玩得很尽兴，

倒说不出一个原因，

但就是很多时候，

有一种“闷”的感觉。

突然想起那天朋友说的，

“郁郁不得志”。

哈哈，有趣的朋友，很好玩的朋友。

对于人生，

我没有太大的解读，

应该是在最近这几年的沉思，

我开始不去乱想，

从十五岁开始发生的总总事情，

曾经大好大坏的情绪，

到了现在都变成了一种空洞的感觉。

看着朋友谈着梦想，

看着朋友展望未来，

看着我们都慢慢成长，

看着很多事情都在改变而我却在过去中沉溺，

看着你和我的电影慢慢泛黄，

看着我们之间的想念慢慢变得平常，

看着我们之间的距离变成一种负担，

看着你离去的背影，

我却没有勇气留住你的遗憾，

看着我一错再错，

只能自怨自艾的倒影，

我渐渐开始联想，到底在成长这条路我有一直走向前吗？

不晓得。

我曾经拥有过的梦想，

却被现实打败。

我选择了最实际的出路。

你们知道。

当初选择来到上海，

我不否认是来逃避一个我无法承受的压力，

我不会给任何冠冕堂皇的理由，

说要找寻很多东西，

说要看世界，

说要实现梦想。

不管走得多远，

一个人的时候，

我偶尔还是会害怕和恐惧。

争取梦想的同时，

我也还是会有却步的时候。

不说了。

套一个朋友的人生哲学，

很有趣。

It's called the taxi theory.

Shuzhen told me,

In life,

a lot of things are like flagging for a taxi.

If you want a taxi,

you must flag it down, else, it would not stop in front for you.

If you just wait plainly there,

nothing is going to happen.

I do agree with her,

but I've got a rebuttal.

What if there is this 0.01 percent of a chance that a taxi just stop in front of you when you need it and you did not flag or it?

It might just be destiny waving at you right in front.

Agree?

Lol,

if shuzhen's gonna see this, she will definitely say,

it's just my excuse of being lazy.

Well, maybe, but at this moment,

I am missing something,

how I wish something could just land in front of me now.

Anything, including you, if you think you are being missed by me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! TRACY AND GUOHAO

2009-05-03T09:03:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Current Location: Qingdao

Current weather: 15 degrees, cold...

Current time 12.06am

Current mood: a bit sleepy

Happy Birthday Tracy and Guohao!

I am not in singapore,

But still wish u guys a happy 21!

Yes!

Enjoy your birthdays man!

Il be back soon...

wahahahaha...

杭州之旅。。

2009-04-30T09:59:00.000-07:00

Some random pics from 印象西湖, a very intriguing show by 张艺谋。
Good weather, nice lighting and thus, good effects...

I sort of like this one, coz it looks like some mountain...

Other than the lighting, i like the music too, so i think the 200 rmb is worth spending...

Lewis with joannas tinkerbell...

Pics of them acting cute...

And my fav jumping shots. in hangzhou this time...

The whole trip was quite fun and relaxed...

i Had a damn nice greenbean biscuit...

and lewis as usual, said it sucked...

and sticked to his xiaodingdang tongluoshao...

ok, till i m back from qingdao...

miss you pple...

生活与生存

2009-04-30T09:49:00.000-07:00

生活与生存，

之前在新加坡错过，还以为没得看了。。。

幸亏在这里，

学长跟着林奕华导演学戏，

所以有了免费的戏票，

大概60多新币，

也不是很便宜。

我稍嫌有点长，

但是郑元畅的演出还是让我惊艳，

因为“李想”这个角色，

我看到了一个社会新鲜人的迷惘而走向不幸的典型，

倒是挺有意思的。

而且，

张艾嘉的演出真的让我看得津津有味，

感情拿捏得很好。

并没有特别喜欢这部舞台剧，

但是我想生活与生存这个剧名，

还是让人若有所思的。

另一个我很喜欢的角色，

是王耀庆延的“大伟“，

人物性格很复杂，

很真实，又让人猜不透。

听别人讲不过瘾，

还是要真的去看了才知道。

渺渺

2009-04-24T08:54:00.000-07:00

“那个夏天，

我碰到一个爱过我的人

和一个没有爱上我的人。”

《渺渺》是一部关锦鹏监制的千万元大片。

喜欢这部片子对感情的处理。

喜欢主角们心里总是没说出口的故事。

喜欢主角们深刻体会爱情的甜酸苦辣。

喜欢在片子里，

渺渺去寻找奶奶初恋的蛋糕店时，

却不经意地找到自己初恋的cd店。

或许每个人的心里都想和自己约定好，

哪一个夏天，

有那么一个人曾经住在自己的心里很久很久，

或许有一些人在很遥远的地方不放弃希望的努力着，

只为了往后有最美好的回忆可以缅怀。

“却说不出你爱我的原因

却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情

却说不出在什么场合我曾让你动心

说不出离开的原因”

--陈绮贞《旅行的意义》

我只能说。。。

2009-04-23T10:26:00.000-07:00

我只能说，

爱情不是一场华丽的冒险，

有的人可能享受挑战带来的刺激，

有的人却可能迷失在阴暗的丛林中走不出去。

到底有多少几率，我们爱的人也会爱上我们？

到底有多少几率，

我们的心跳会因为一个人而加速？

在两个多月后。。。

2009-04-22T03:26:00.000-07:00

在上海的第10个星期，我开始想家了。。。

应该很正常吧。。。

不过不知道这样的感觉会维持多久。。。

新加坡不是一个会让我眷恋的地方，

但是却总是有让我怀念的理由。。。

你有信心成为我怀念的那个人吗？

Barbie Flagshop Part 2

2009-04-16T22:50:00.000-07:00

We ate at a very nice little restaurant along huaihai, so this is our happy smile!

Why so happy?

Coz we did not need to queue for it,

after we got out of the restaurant, we saw a long stretch of queue!

See Mr Lewis smiling at the foreground?

the group of us with SHUZHEN!

oH,
This is the barbie cafe, let me show you more pictures...

More posing taking place....

Barbie cosmetics...

The wide variety of barbie clothings...so pinkish...

The wonderful display shelves of a lot a lot of barbies in different styles and costumes...

More barbie merchandise...

The creepy escalator that has saddistic laughters accompanying it....

The entrance of the 6- storey flagshop...

Ending with us posing!

莫干山50号

2009-04-16T22:22:00.000-07:00

There is an area in Shanghai called No.50 Moganhan Road that has a lot of art galleries...
I like this one that shows the polka card patterns, can you guys catch that?

And also, a lot of graffitti outside, along the roads of Moganshan area...

This was taken by liyi, I like the blurness that depicts my motion...

And this cute picture by "cute" liyi(self proclaimed by her) in front of one of the graffitti walls...

As usual, me and my jumping shots...along the road, we kept waiting for cars to pass by...

so that we won't get knocked down...

Some of the featured art pieces in side, I do feel that Singapore does not really have the environment and market for the development of art pieces...

This one, " 我没有涂鸦”，最好是。。。

I like this one, a heart shape formed with locks, 爱的枷锁。

I was being attacked by a cat while trying to take an emo shot...I screamed quite loudly, paiseh...

tHIS ONE, I don't really get what the art piece is trying to depict, but I thought it was quite a cute and fresh idea...

Look at the gigantic shoes, I placed my own shoe beside for a contrast...

Lewis's emo shot...

A shot of one of the art galleries...

I realised at times,

We don't really have time to hang out in such a lazy afternoon,

walking along art galleries,

slowing down our pace in life to ponder about different things...

At times,

ain't we like the art pieces,

abstract,

yet having different meanings when interpreted by different people?

The Migrant School

2009-04-13T07:13:00.000-07:00

Last Friday, I went to this migrant school to do some social work...
The school was opened by a kind businessman to provide education for children who did not have the chance to study under proper circumstances...

It was Easter that day and we went down to teach the kids how to make a paper cup...
In the cup, we put in some sweets for them...
And you never know how the innocent smiles of the kids can melt your heart...

The kids had to line up in order and shout some commands before they get dismissed...

And if they shout wrongly or someone fidgets,

then everything has to start all over again....

The Fussa People performing a little puppet show for the kids...

奉贤菜花节

2009-04-12T09:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, we went to Fengxian for the Cai Hua Festival...
If you wonder what is caihua, it refers to the yellow flowers behing us...

Me jumping up high with my extra tight, ruggard and hole-ly jeans from H and M...

The bulk of us trying to show the words F-U-S-S-A which means (Fudan Singaporean Students Association)...

And this one shows YMCA...

But poor rebecca, she has to show the M word with the awkward position...

The Converse shoe season,

From top, me, rebecca and lewis...

This is me with Rebecca and Lewis taking pictures with those beautiful flowers...

At the end of the day, we go so shagged until we played dai3-di2 on the parade square...

This is Uncle Weibiao and Auntie Rebecca talking...haha...

Me and dear Rebecca with the flowers...She had Blair(Our Kite) with her then...

This is me and dear Joanna, she was in Shaoxing so she could not come with us...

So we decided to take her passport photo along so that she can join us in the fun!

This is weibiao's backview, acting emo...

Think he really purposely pose for us to take lo...

So we took it,

So that it would waste his efforts trying to act emo...

This is Lewis trying to go vertically up in his jumping shot...

Quite a nice funny one...

This was taken from Rebecca's sunglasses!

See me inside?

Me trying to eat up the flowers...

A group shot with only me and Lewis ready I thinnk....

Hahaha, yes, Nanxiang serves the best xiao long bao...

Nanxiang did not cheat our feelings at yuyuan...

So Nanxiang Rox!

And in actual fact,

this was what we did before we went into the shop...

So the above above shot was to redeem what we did,

in case they add something into the xiaolongbao...

You never know lo...

Yes, we hamji can...

This is weibiao trying to act cute with the Afghanistan style...

With his jacket over his head...

This is again, me and my two besties in Shanghai,

Lewis and Liyi...

I like the sun,

although it was quite hot...

come to think of it,

It is more like singapore now...

and I think the weather will get worst...

so Must be prepared for the summer here...

Now,

I doubt if spring was even here in the first place...

But never mind,

I like flowers here...

Don't ask me what is wrong with this cheeky picture...

And this one also!

Look at the flowers behind...

Where on earth can you find this in Singapore lo...

Not possible sia...

I like this picture, Liyi and Lewis taking a self portrait together at the same time...

Look at the nice scenery...

This is what suburban Shanghai gives us...

More surprises we could wish for...

My favourite pic,

Don't you think its like a wallpaper?

I did not edit it...

But everything was just so nice..

More jumping shots from us....

Me and myself jumping and jumping!

I wish this was the smile I could remember from...

Amidst the Shanghai memories...

ThE LAST PIC...

Back to reality I must tell myself,

I have one more report and one project not really done...

Sian3...

每个人的心中都有一道蓝色大门。。。

2009-04-11T22:55:00.000-07:00

十七岁的青春，

我们都看不清楚方向，

总在迷迷糊糊之中，找寻一种最真实的情感。

我们幻想过的未来，

不敢面对的现实，

曾经动过真情的那个他，

其实在很久很久以后，都会成为过去的事情。

原来我们都只是太年轻，

原来最初的悸动都始于那颗年轻却又不懂停留的心。

The First Ever Barbie Flagshop in Shanghai!

2009-04-10T08:34:00.000-07:00

This is like the first ever Barbie Flagshop in the world located at Huaihai Middle Road, Shanghai.

This is me and Liyi doing spastic poses on the Barbie Runway...

This is the unbelievably nice TOILET in the Barbie building,

It is a flower-themed toilet, even me the person who can't stand pink, got so captivated by it...

I am trying to capture my full length body,

I was in Purple stockings, but poor lightings...sian3...

Trying hard to take a good self portrait under poor lighting conditions...

Look at it, under poor lighting conditions, it still looks good as ever, isn't it so?

And more self portraits with the nice toilet doors...

Liyi trying to tie her hair...

I love to take her in random pics so that we both look natural...

I must say, although I never much had a barbie dream,

That was really some place every girl must step into...

Like living a princess dream alive...

It just feels very different...

Lol, probably that's something to brag about being in Shanghai...

Lol, I am crazy...

More updates on my life here...Partying away...

2009-04-07T08:55:00.000-07:00

Some updates about my life here....

Don't ask me what I am doing in Shanghai...coz I am definitely drinking + partying + ktv-ing

my life here away....

Above are the pictures I took with my friends at Vue Bar after birthday celebration of Ziwei,

a nice place to chill out at Hyatt Hotel...

And yes,

in one of my pictures shows my super tall friend,

standing at 186 or 187cm, can't remember,

But I am just blocked, when I stand beside him. Sobz.

Above is the picture with Ann( My taiwan friend, so pretty!) and my senior Shiyu (She is damn hot that day...lol...

And this guy, haha, funny I must say, he is actually my senior from Minxin Primary,

How funny is that, coz it is a school no one knows and already closed down and deserted...

But I found my senior Wensen here! haha...

This is darling Ziwei, it was her birthday that night and we went to Whisk, a nice cafe to celebrate and I must say,

The Tiramisu they serve rocks!

The tiramisu made me drunk la...

This is with my dear senior who came down from Tianjin to Shanghai to spend her Qingming Holidays, she is so damn funny and like a da jie da...keep telling me mai4(hokkien) Lost...hahah

This is a group pic taken with the people celebrating her birthday...

And yes, to mention, my two best kakis here in Shanghai,

From right, LEWIS and LIYI...

I love them to bits coz they made my Shanghai experience all fun and worthwhile!

This was taken after our mini cooking session of bak kut teh before the birthday celebration of ziwei...and coke chicken...

Nice lunchie...except i was quite shagged...

In case you all miss my cold jokes...

2009-04-01T20:21:00.001-07:00

昨天被这里的一个朋友冷到，

骑单车回宿舍的时候，

我们在闲聊，我就告诉他，

我：今天太阳很大，好像没有那么冷了。。。

他：可能是今天太阳吃太饱，所以比较大。。。

我：。。。。。。

Random Snap Shots (2)

2009-03-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

Ok, People, I am so lazy to blog,

so here are random pictures of me chilling out in shanghai as well as shaoxing...hehe...

原来

2009-03-27T02:17:00.000-07:00

原来抱着太多的想象和情绪，

我也会有想要拥抱，

害怕失去的东西。

下个星期要去英国

2009-03-23T08:15:00.000-07:00

在陈绮贞的演唱会上听到这首歌的时候，

泪水不仅在眼眶里打转。

还记得在机场转身离开的那一刻，

我没有多作停留，

而是头也不回的向我的梦想前进。

直到听了陈绮贞演唱会上说的那段旁白，

我才发现，

这些年来，

我忙这努力追求我的梦想，

我一直头也不回的往前走，

我一直以为我的朋友都会因为我越来越靠近梦想而替我开心，

替我加油，

却从来没发现，

多少的安慰和承诺，

却远比不过岁月的流逝，

我们的成长蜕变。

我突然红了眼眶，

想停下给爱我的人们一个拥抱。

我没有忘记你们，

我们之间没有距离，

除非你先选择离开我的世界。

歌曲：下个星期要去英国

词曲：陈绮贞

演唱：陈绮贞

你收了行李下個星期要去英國，

遙遠的故事記得帶回來給我，

我知道我想要，

卻又不敢對你說，

因為我已改變太多。

你改了一個名字也準備換工作，

你開始了新的戀情有一些困惑，

我知道你想要，

卻又不敢對我說，

因為你已改變太多。

你寫了好幾首屬於你的歌，

這樣的歌隱藏了太多苦澀，

我知道你想要卻又不敢對我說，

因為我曾是你，

我曾是你，

無話不說的朋友。

因為，

我們改變太多。

Random Snap Shots... ...

2009-03-23T07:53:00.000-07:00

在这里的一分一秒都过得悠闲，

或许这不会是永远，

但起码这一秒，

我会快乐的活着找到下一个梦想。

喜欢这里的悠闲，

骑车在校园里赏花。

喜欢这里的阴晴不定，

却又充满惊喜。

我想，

我会开始想念这里。

陈绮贞上海《太阳》演唱会

2009-03-20T08:48:00.000-07:00

看了这场演唱会，

我更加笃信，

每个吉他手的指尖，

都穿擦了一段永不泯灭的摇滚梦。

她的声音穿透了多少孤独的内心，

她的歌曲环绕了我们成长的惆怅。

我们曾经因为年少的疯狂，

以为当时的感动可以是永远的激昂。

直到今天我才明白，

谢谢这个世界让我听到了陈绮贞的音乐。

因为她的音乐带着多少摇滚梦游荡，

因为她的音乐温暖了多少失落的灵魂，

因为有她，

世界的太阳因此更明亮，

因为有她，

旅行的路上，

我们会更坚强，

我们会更勇敢。

心跳

2009-03-18T08:29:00.000-07:00

我曾经以为，

或许要遇到一个能再度让我感受到脸红心跳的人，

那会是很久以后的事。

让我曾经我么渴望的感受，

却曾经有让我那么歇斯底里的想念，

原来疯狂释放后的感觉，

竟是未曾体会过的安宁。

或许承诺对我来说是去不到的永远，

或许永远对我而言，

只会是小说里没有兑现的誓言。

Pink Floyd - Wish you were here

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,

blue skies from pain.

Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?

A smile from a veil?

Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?

Hot ashes for trees?

Hot air for a cool breeze?

Cold comfort for change?

And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,

year after year,

Running over the same old ground.

What have you found?

The same old fears.

Wish you were here.

Back from Shaoxing

2009-03-17T04:10:00.000-07:00

Picture from top: The bulk of us at the wine museum in shaoxing

Bottom: Me and Sixi posing with Mr Kong!

ok...

Coming back from shaoxing means that I have been in Shanghai for a month,

how fast time passes...

and except for the day I flew here,

I actually spent all the weekedns travelling out.

And after suzhou and nanjing,

I re-visited Shaoxing.

I actually found that quite funny...

Despite not having deep impressions on Shaoxing,

I actually got to do two things that I wanted to do again...

No.1: Help the sun-burnt Kong yiji hold an umbrella so that he does not get further burnt...

(Ok, that's lame on my part)

No.2: To re-visit Dong Hu...To me, that's the most beautiful lake I have actually been to in China.

(Ok, Not say i went to a lot of lakes before)

Ok, other than that, I did not bring my camera, so I only got a few pathetic pictures from my friends now, till I have got more pictures, will update you guys)

Anyway, my mum called me that day and asked me how I was adapting.

I told her, it was so fun,

I forgot about Singapore.

So this is me,

something new always excites me.

I get bored easily.

Is that just so me?

喝到挂，唱到哑

2009-03-10T19:44:00.000-07:00

即唱到哑之后，

我真的在这边喝到挂了。

多放纵啊。

Back From Nanjing

2009-03-08T08:47:00.000-07:00

Went to Nanjing during the weekend with my dear seniors and also two very cute and nice FBCs...

In case you guys wonder who are FBC,

it is refered to as French-born chinese,

ring a bell?

Anyway, back to the topic on my Nanjing trip,

I always put nanjing as my top priority on my travel list...

Mainly because I wanted to go to the Memorial so much,

But before that,

The whole trip was an adventure I would say...

for us, we went in two groups,

the four of us were rushing to board the train like mad until we nearly board the wrong train,

what an adventure can that be!

I was shouting like a crazy woman on the platform when they were running towards the train to Xuzhou instead of Nanjing...haha...

and the other group of us totally missed the train and took another one,

finally, we made it there....

Ok, back to triip proper...

Let me share with you guys my trip to one of the best wenquan( aka Hot Springs)

in Nanjing.

It was located right on top of the mountain...

With a lot of different wenquan like coffee,wine, herbs..

and I tried burying myself under the minerals and sands...

man,

We had a mass burial, dug by ourselves...how WRONG IS THAT?

nO PICTURES....

coz I did not had a camera with me then...

hot springs is definitely a fun thing in winter...

Day 2, this was something I really had feelings and I wanted to blog about...

我终于去到了南京大屠杀的纪念馆。

一直以来都对历史很有兴趣，

而以前在书中和纪录片中看到的场景，

却在历历在目，感觉确实多了一份莫名的激动。

原来历史的教训，

多少血泪交织而成的伤口，

纵使在南京大屠杀发生后的这七十年，

看到那些历史场景，

在照片中看到的悲痛无奈，

我们都感到一股莫名的哀痛。

死去的亡魂，

留下的幸存者，

到底历史是给了我们一种借鉴，

不要重蹈覆辙，

还是这么多年后的伤口，

我们始终慢慢愈合。

我很喜欢当时南京安全区主席John Rabe,

说的一句话：“Forgivable, Not Forgettable.。”

的确，当初日军对于中华民族所造成的伤痛难以磨灭，

我们或许能够用宽恕换来和平，

但是伤痛不是事件所能冲淡的。

我们不谈论日军胜了，

还是败了，侵略了，沦陷了。

因为，

在一场战乱中，

没有人是赢家。

和平，很遗憾的，

在这个文明的年代，

还一个遥远的代名词。

当快乐能无止境的冻结。。。

2009-03-04T07:37:00.000-08:00

如果快乐能无止境的冻结，

那该有多好，

但是停留在不会变质的时空和情感，

或许有一切到了某一瞬间会变得不再珍贵。

如果时间可以冻结，

我好像没有什么特别想留住的东西，

特别是这个空无一人的街头，

一个人游荡也有一个人的潇洒。

人生就像一句惊叹。。。

2009-03-03T05:56:00.000-08:00

不知道为什么，

或许是自己一个人在国外的关系，

孤单是不会有，

因为总是在认识新朋友。

但是确让我觉得，

缘分这种微妙的关系，

或许很多时候怎么说都不会明白。

有的人花了一生的时间去等待和期待不会有结果的感情，

有的人却能开开心心的被幸福围绕。

生命的脆弱，人生的离合，

大大小小的高低起伏，

有人说这就是人生，

有人说这个习题怎么那么难，

好像很多事情都没有答案。

或于我们要的根本不是一个答案，

只是一个能说服自己的理由。

就好像好几年前，

当我踏上上海的土地，

在东方明珠踏上鸟瞰着上海迷人的夜景时，

谁都不会想到今天的我原来跟这片土地，

还有牵扯不清的缘分。

就好像我们人生中的每一个决定，

好像注定在每一个节骨眼上影响着我们的一生，

只是我们都不知道，

或许下一秒，

我会疯狂的爱上某一个人，

又或者上一秒，

有些事情已经变成了过去，

我们都没有办法再回头。

我们怀念的只是当初美丽的风景，悸动的心情，

我们怀念的，只是当初那份曾经刻骨铭心的感动，

我们怀念的，只是当初那个敢爱敢恨，放荡不羁的自己，

我们怀念的，不过就是在那个写着青春的岁月，

我们不曾拥抱过，得到过，抓住过的感觉而已。

于是在很多年后的今天，

我们学会后悔，学会遗憾，

学会自怨自挨，

把自己变得很讨人厌，

却从来没有想过，

没有人亏欠我们什么，

只是我们再不甘愿的情况下，

慢慢长大了。

或许在这个陌生的城市，

我会慢慢看见另一个更讨人喜欢的自己，

或许在这个陌生的城市，

我会遇到我人生中那个让我无法忘怀的惊叹号。

Back From Suzhou

2009-03-01T06:55:00.000-08:00

Ok...I know I have not updated my blog for so long...

Let me see...

I just came back from Suzhou...

Fruitful trip with Liyi...

I must say, the Suzhou people are very free and all they care about is...

Weddings and babies!

yes...how weird is that...

The entire Suzhou is overcrowded with bridal boutiques...

and boutiques selling pregnant wear...

I went to this tourist spot called 狮子林。

The whole place is made up of rocks...

and the rocks have a lot of secret tunnnels leading to no where...

I suspect they were made for playing hide and seek...

for the aristocrats...

Why?

Good place for rendezvous and many more horny things you can think of...

I came up with this conclusion...

People are just too free in the past...

so MARRIAGE, SEX AND BABIES

are their lives...

All reflected in the museum I went to...

A lot of related things...

All about those things...

And I don't understand...

Why people use silver bowls in the past?

Its so heavy!

think wash the bowl...

hands will break lo...

AND...

because of all the intricate carvings I see...

the ancient people are really free...

I suppose...

the carvings can go on layers lo...

omg!

See...how free can they be...

Ok...

I took quite some pics...

but lazy to load...

so shall see how next time k!

人间

2009-02-25T08:03:00.000-08:00

真是很不巧，今天去了一间非常棒的餐厅！

可是忘了带轩昂机，只好用口述告诉你们有多特别！

去的这家餐厅叫人间，

可是它的装潢，

我只能说，

跟地狱比较相近。

整间餐厅有四层楼，

从门口就是很特别。

为什么，

因为进去要密码，

对。。。

门口有九空格，

要把当天的密码打进去，

才能进去。

店内装潢异常黑暗，

就连厕所的门，

也大有玄机！

虽然菜色一般，

也算是比较贵，

但是那个气氛，

还真有点像《色戒》里面开密会的感觉。

而且盘子上面，

都有字谜，

让餐客可以猜猜，

够有趣吧。

下次一定要再去，

而且是带相机!

哈哈，

好玩的一晚。

谢谢，学长学姐的招待！

虽然讨厌上海的冷空气，

但却也慢慢体会撑伞上课的另一种坚持，

逆风而行让人更学会勇敢！

FUCK LA..............

2009-02-23T07:53:00.000-08:00

Ok, we do have fucked up moments...
even when I am happily slugging my life away in Shanghai...
well, I am ok,
Just let me say fuck...
yesh....

I HATE RAINY DAYS IN SHANGHAI...

2009-02-21T19:07:00.000-08:00

This is the thing...

I am supposed to go out today and visit Yu Yuan and the Lu Xun's house,

But,

due to the stupid rain during winter time,

the weather fluctuates like no one's business when spring and winter is interchanging.

So I had to kick off my plans and stay in the room...

What a spoiler.

But nevermind,

I shall do some reading,

not of textbook,

but the storybooks I bought!

I bought The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini,

and The Audacity of Hope by Barack Obama!

Did I mention I am a Obama fan?

I don't understand his policies,

But people just want to trust him, do you think so?

SHOPPING TIME

2009-02-20T07:14:00.000-08:00

So to speak, I was never a shoppaholic to be exact...
I have lousy stamina for shopping,
and usually, I don't speacially go out to shop,
unless me and xiaowen are BORED...HAHA
Today,
I finally went to the legendary 七浦路in Shanghai...
It is a lot like Bugis Street in SG and wu fen pu in Taipei...
I actually spent 350RMB today,
But I bought a coat(for winter),
3 tops that I quite like it,
and also a pair of boots.
I am really shagged...
But I just had an observation,
most Singaporeans really don't dress up...
Ok maybe, the fashion is really different,
In Shanghai, probably because of the influx of Japanese and Koreans,
The style is more towards multi-layering,
which when I wear that in Singapore,
mY friends will just say, don't you feel hot?

Yes...But the thing about going to qi pu lu,
you need to fight for taxis,
and everytime i fight for taxi,
and get up, the whole journey just make me puke due to the smokey-ness in the taxi...
I shall get used to it....

But something to note,
which I FIND ABSOLUTELY FUNNY this morning,
while walking with Liyi along the streets and gates of Fudan Uni,
I saw something very interesting,
Guys and girls, you may be interested...

Yes, you guys did not see wrongly,
This is a condom dispenser...
OUTSIDE FUDAN UNIVERSITY...
bUT the thing is, who will buy a condom on the street,
well, maybe people are just too much in love...

I had XIAOYANG sheng jian bao last night,
and this morning,
I had xiaolong bao!
Both cost me 4.5RMB...
FUcking cheap...
6 in a long2...

OK...again about the coldness in Shanghai,
nothing new, everyday single digit...
URgh...cold cold cold...
next week will go down to minus one...
PRAY HARD..
I survive！

同人不同命

2009-02-19T08:49:00.000-08:00

我从来没有想过这个问题。

很多时候，我们总是埋怨自己的命不好，

有很多东西想要，可以却没办法得到。

有很多时候，

总觉得人家拥有的比自己多，

但是今天看到的东西，

让我有所省思。

从逛街回来的途中，

乘坐的非法小型tooktook车，

泰国的那种，

载我们的司机，

跟我们都一样，

是年轻人，

但是我们的遭遇却截然不同。

其实在上海，

很锁在路边摊卖小吃的，

还是打扫的清洁工人，

都是年轻人。

我是很幸福的吧，

我拥有的，是更多吧。

敞开胸怀，

我好像开始在上海，

用另外一个更宽容的自己，

去看待一个更不平等，

但却依然更温暖的世界。

For the past three days

2009-02-18T06:49:00.000-08:00

I tried to blog yesterday, but well, that's the thing with china...

haha, the internet is always on regular mood swings...

Last night, when I finally had the time to blog after so many hectic days of running around,

I had to bear with the fact that the internet was down...

Ok, let me update what I have been up to in shanghai...

15th Feb Day 2

Jm and Zj brought me for registration, met a fellow Singaporean senior at the journ sch,

So that she could help me with the registration...

But what, there were no one in the office, and I was pushed back to the

foreign student office...

Then the FSO officer asked me to register at my DORMITORY LOBBY...

Yes, this is china...

16th Feb Day 3

I finally saw the teacher in school and got registered in school...

but yes, at my dorm lobby, not in school,

I ponned all my lessons because I was too shagged and I went to shop for groceries...

China has cheap, good and nice groceries you need in WAL-MART,

In case you guys ain't familiar,

this WAL-MART's like carrefour,

an international mart chain.

17th Feb, Day 4

I was finally motivated to go for my lessons...

So i attended this lecture by Prof Hong Bin,

He is damn funny,

he had this Wu Bai-->the taiwan rocker style,

But of course, better looking you see...

And he has this split sense of humour...

I heard a lot of girls like him...

Why funny?

He actually picked the student with the matric number ending with 23

to be his class rep, because that was his matric number last time,

and No.23 Ponned the class!

How lucky is that...

Then, I went to lunch with this other senior and went for a badminton game!

CAN YOU IMAGINE playing sports and you don't sweat at all?

That was what happened.

I did not sweat at all...

But it was a fun game...

I like it all the way...

And the seniors brought me to this shop...

which sells fabulous 'zheng1 jiao3'

its only 3RMB! 8 pieces....

FUCKING cheap....

今天第四天

今天又去上课了。

我选修了一门历史课，可是听完以后就后悔了。

因为那个教授，

根本就是在自我陶醉，

钟声响了也不要下课。

所以我根本就是越听越烦。

下课后，我决定不修了。

下午和一群新朋友去了一件意大利餐厅吃饭。

你可以想象超便宜的意大利餐吗？

15元人民币，你就可以吃到一份超好吃套餐，

有意大利面，沙拉，还有番茄汤。

省到爆好不好！

开始慢慢适应上海人的生活方式，

乱中有着一种定格的规律，

像是很多错综复杂的线缠绑在一起，

虽然纠缠不清却有着在各自岗位努力，

却从不跨决界限的感觉。

这种男的混乱的规律，

跟生活在法治城市的新加坡相比，

简直像差一万八千里。

但是，

这绝对是一种体验。

这几天下来，认识了很多新朋友，

有日本的，香港的，中国的。。。

希望未来可以认识更多朋友！

想念在远处想念我的你们。

Hello Everyone

2009-02-16T05:05:00.000-08:00

Hello Singapore...

i miss singapore a big deal...and with my first few nights in Shanghai...

Busy and no time to take pictures...

I shall leave you guys with my bedroom

AND NEW SPLIIPERS!

上海是一个“烟的城市”，每天在烟雨朦胧的承诺故事里游走，不喜欢。

但是，幸亏这里的朋友都对我不错，所以这几天下来，我觉得还挺不赖的。

不想念新加坡是骗人的咯，

但是，

我会好好把握这个机会。

阿贤，晓雯，qin, san, 我想念你们哦！