Random Snap Shots (2)

Ok, People, I am so lazy to blog,

so here are random pictures of me chilling out in shanghai as well as shaoxing...hehe...

原来

原来抱着太多的想象和情绪，

我也会有想要拥抱，

害怕失去的东西。

下个星期要去英国

在陈绮贞的演唱会上听到这首歌的时候，

泪水不仅在眼眶里打转。

还记得在机场转身离开的那一刻，

我没有多作停留，

而是头也不回的向我的梦想前进。

直到听了陈绮贞演唱会上说的那段旁白，

我才发现，

这些年来，

我忙这努力追求我的梦想，

我一直头也不回的往前走，

我一直以为我的朋友都会因为我越来越靠近梦想而替我开心，

替我加油，

却从来没发现，

多少的安慰和承诺，

却远比不过岁月的流逝，

我们的成长蜕变。

我突然红了眼眶，

想停下给爱我的人们一个拥抱。

我没有忘记你们，

我们之间没有距离，

除非你先选择离开我的世界。

歌曲：下个星期要去英国

词曲：陈绮贞

演唱：陈绮贞

你收了行李下個星期要去英國，

遙遠的故事記得帶回來給我，

我知道我想要，

卻又不敢對你說，

因為我已改變太多。

你改了一個名字也準備換工作，

你開始了新的戀情有一些困惑，

我知道你想要，

卻又不敢對我說，

因為你已改變太多。

你寫了好幾首屬於你的歌，

這樣的歌隱藏了太多苦澀，

我知道你想要 卻又不敢對我說，

因為我曾是你，

我曾是你，

無話不說的朋友。

因為，

我們改變太多。

Random Snap Shots... ...

在这里的一分一秒都过得悠闲，

或许这不会是永远，

但起码这一秒，

我会快乐的活着找到下一个梦想。

喜欢这里的悠闲，

骑车在校园里赏花。

喜欢这里的阴晴不定，

却又充满惊喜。

我想，

我会开始想念这里。

陈绮贞上海《太阳》演唱会

看了这场演唱会，

我更加笃信，

每个吉他手的指尖，

都穿擦了一段永不泯灭的摇滚梦。

她的声音穿透了多少孤独的内心，

她的歌曲环绕了我们成长的惆怅。

我们曾经因为年少的疯狂，

以为当时的感动可以是永远的激昂。

直到今天我才明白，

谢谢这个世界让我听到了陈绮贞的音乐。

因为她的音乐带着多少摇滚梦游荡，

因为她的音乐温暖了多少失落的灵魂，

因为有她，

世界的太阳因此更明亮，

因为有她，

旅行的路上，

我们会更坚强，

我们会更勇敢。

心跳

我曾经以为，

或许要遇到一个能再度让我感受到脸红心跳的人，

那会是很久以后的事。

让我曾经我么渴望的感受，

却曾经有让我那么歇斯底里的想念，

原来疯狂释放后的感觉，

竟是未曾体会过的安宁。

或许承诺对我来说是去不到的永远，

或许永远对我而言，

只会是小说里没有兑现的誓言。

Pink Floyd - Wish you were here

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,

blue skies from pain.

Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?

A smile from a veil?

Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?

Hot ashes for trees?

Hot air for a cool breeze?

Cold comfort for change?

And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,

year after year,

Running over the same old ground.

What have you found?

The same old fears.

Wish you were here.

Back from Shaoxing

Picture from top: The bulk of us at the wine museum in shaoxing

Bottom: Me and Sixi posing with Mr Kong!

ok...

Coming back from shaoxing means that I have been in Shanghai for a month,

how fast time passes...

and except for the day I flew here,

I actually spent all the weekedns travelling out.

And after suzhou and nanjing,

I re-visited Shaoxing.

I actually found that quite funny...

Despite not having deep impressions on Shaoxing,

I actually got to do two things that I wanted to do again...

No.1: Help the sun-burnt Kong yiji hold an umbrella so that he does not get further burnt...

(Ok, that's lame on my part)

No.2: To re-visit Dong Hu...To me, that's the most beautiful lake I have actually been to in China.

(Ok, Not say i went to a lot of lakes before)

Ok, other than that, I did not bring my camera, so I only got a few pathetic pictures from my friends now, till I have got more pictures, will update you guys)

Anyway, my mum called me that day and asked me how I was adapting.

I told her, it was so fun,

I forgot about Singapore.

So this is me,

something new always excites me.

I get bored easily.

Is that just so me?

喝到挂，唱到哑

即唱到哑之后，

我真的在这边喝到挂了。

多放纵啊。

Back From Nanjing

Went to Nanjing during the weekend with my dear seniors and also two very cute and nice FBCs...

In case you guys wonder who are FBC,

it is refered to as French-born chinese,

ring a bell?

Anyway, back to the topic on my Nanjing trip,

I always put nanjing as my top priority on my travel list...

Mainly because I wanted to go to the Memorial so much,

But before that,

The whole trip was an adventure I would say...

for us, we went in two groups,

the four of us were rushing to board the train like mad until we nearly board the wrong train,

what an adventure can that be!

I was shouting like a crazy woman on the platform when they were running towards the train to Xuzhou instead of Nanjing...haha...

and the other group of us totally missed the train and took another one,

finally, we made it there....

Ok, back to triip proper...

Let me share with you guys my trip to one of the best wenquan( aka Hot Springs)

in Nanjing.

It was located right on top of the mountain...

With a lot of different wenquan like coffee,wine, herbs..

and I tried burying myself under the minerals and sands...

man,

We had a mass burial, dug by ourselves...how WRONG IS THAT?

nO PICTURES....

coz I did not had a camera with me then...

hot springs is definitely a fun thing in winter...

Day 2, this was something I really had feelings and I wanted to blog about...

我终于去到了南京大屠杀的纪念馆。

一直以来都对历史很有兴趣，

而以前在书中和纪录片中看到的场景，

却在历历在目，感觉确实多了一份莫名的激动。

原来历史的教训，

多少血泪交织而成的伤口，

纵使在南京大屠杀发生后的这七十年，

看到那些历史场景，

在照片中看到的悲痛无奈，

我们都感到一股莫名的哀痛。

死去的亡魂，

留下的幸存者，

到底历史是给了我们一种借鉴，

不要重蹈覆辙，

还是这么多年后的伤口，

我们始终慢慢愈合。

我很喜欢当时南京安全区主席John Rabe,

说的一句话：“Forgivable, Not Forgettable.。”

的确，当初日军对于中华民族所造成的伤痛难以磨灭，

我们或许能够用宽恕换来和平，

但是伤痛不是事件所能冲淡的。

我们不谈论日军胜了，

还是败了，侵略了，沦陷了。

因为，

在一场战乱中，

没有人是赢家。

和平，很遗憾的，

在这个文明的年代，

还一个遥远的代名词。

当快乐能无止境的冻结。。。

如果快乐能无止境的冻结，

那该有多好，

但是停留在不会变质的时空和情感，

或许有一切到了某一瞬间会变得不再珍贵。

如果时间可以冻结，

我好像没有什么特别想留住的东西，

特别是这个空无一人的街头，

一个人游荡也有一个人的潇洒。

人生就像一句惊叹。。。

不知道为什么，

或许是自己一个人在国外的关系，

孤单是不会有，

因为总是在认识新朋友。

但是确让我觉得，

缘分这种微妙的关系，

或许很多时候怎么说都不会明白。

有的人花了一生的时间去等待和期待不会有结果的感情，

有的人却能开开心心的被幸福围绕。

生命的脆弱，人生的离合，

大大小小的高低起伏，

有人说这就是人生，

有人说这个习题怎么那么难，

好像很多事情都没有答案。

或于我们要的根本不是一个答案，

只是一个能说服自己的理由。

就好像好几年前，

当我踏上上海的土地，

在东方明珠踏上鸟瞰着上海迷人的夜景时，

谁都不会想到今天的我原来跟这片土地，

还有牵扯不清的缘分。

就好像我们人生中的每一个决定，

好像注定在每一个节骨眼上影响着我们的一生，

只是我们都不知道，

或许下一秒，

我会疯狂的爱上某一个人，

又或者上一秒，

有些事情已经变成了过去，

我们都没有办法再回头。

我们怀念的只是当初美丽的风景，悸动的心情，

我们怀念的，只是当初那份曾经刻骨铭心的感动，

我们怀念的，只是当初那个敢爱敢恨，放荡不羁的自己，

我们怀念的，不过就是在那个写着青春的岁月，

我们不曾拥抱过，得到过，抓住过的感觉而已。

于是在很多年后的今天，

我们学会后悔，学会遗憾，

学会自怨自挨，

把自己变得很讨人厌，

却从来没有想过，

没有人亏欠我们什么，

只是我们再不甘愿的情况下，

慢慢长大了。

或许在这个陌生的城市，

我会慢慢看见另一个更讨人喜欢的自己，

或许在这个陌生的城市，

我会遇到我人生中那个让我无法忘怀的惊叹号。

Back From Suzhou

Ok...I know I have not updated my blog for so long...

Let me see...

I just came back from Suzhou...

Fruitful trip with Liyi...

I must say, the Suzhou people are very free and all they care about is...

Weddings and babies!

yes...how weird is that...

The entire Suzhou is overcrowded with bridal boutiques...

and boutiques selling pregnant wear...

I went to this tourist spot called 狮子林。

The whole place is made up of rocks...

and the rocks have a lot of secret tunnnels leading to no where...

I suspect they were made for playing hide and seek...

for the aristocrats...

Why?

Good place for rendezvous and many more horny things you can think of...

I came up with this conclusion...

People are just too free in the past...

so MARRIAGE, SEX AND BABIES

are their lives...

All reflected in the museum I went to...

A lot of related things...

All about those things...

And I don't understand...

Why people use silver bowls in the past?

Its so heavy!

think wash the bowl...

hands will break lo...

AND...

because of all the intricate carvings I see...

the ancient people are really free...

I suppose...

the carvings can go on layers lo...

omg!

See...how free can they be...

Ok...

I took quite some pics...

but lazy to load...

so shall see how next time k!